{♥} October 01, 2012
Since I am back I was trying so hard to adjust and keep my life back together. Juggling with work and portfolio during the submission period till I dont even know whens is day and whens is night.
But until today, then I realise how bad a friend am I. I had been telling them how much I misses them in Phuket, keep on counting down to the days till "Reunion". Reality is, portfolio submission date is almost 1 month back from today but i had never met them since then. I kept on giving myself excuses of they are all on internship and fact is, i didnt even bother trying to organise any meet ups. i dint even try to find out when is their days off, i dont even know where they are working! D:
Sometime I thought to myself that I shouldn't even be back, we were so much more closer when I am in Thailand... &Maybe i had gotten use to only contacting them through the electronic devices over the past 5months but I am such an ass I swear... I can just overlook at this issue that lightly. hais.. its not that I dont know how much bowenkiaxz is part of my life, yet i still dont know how to cherish it. ):
Still remember back then I gave them a friendship vouchers that can make me do anything for them, but each person only gets 1 chance for 1 particular thing. Truth is I dont even remember when was it exactly that I have already given all 7 of them a true friendship vouchers that has no limited no. of usage and no such thing as expiry date.
Just like the lyrics in Payphone; "I know its too late to make it, but is it too late to try?" I hope I am not too late in trying to save this friendship, because bowenkiaxz is my extended family, used to be, now is and will always be. ♥
@ 4:42 PM